The Conflict Inside

I'm my own worst enemy. Sad ..but true.
How many times someone can admit that..? Wholeheartedly ?
Denial will always be there.
But to me..that's the truth...

It all happened when I started a relationship with data subject..whom shall we name as 'Darth Maul'. Not that I'm a big fan of Star Wars, but more or less..he does have the characteristics - "a figure from your worst nightmare". Evil, wicked, mean...but I have fallen for him from that first day we went out together. Why ..? I dont know

The Start..The Spark

This will be the beginning of my blogging activity. Inspired, or shall I say ..challenged by my big brother to do so, which may help to ease the pain & the frustration that I have to bear and endure on daily basis.

Am I that pathetic person that requires blogging to ease the abv..? NO..definitely not. But somehow...I believed that ..by writing all here...I may ease some of the pain ..I guess..I hope...